when you think differently from your peers, you begin to fade away.
I love being the subject of envy, it means I’m winning
And I kick myself in the butt every day for doing something so naive and foolish. who knew it would turn around and bite me in the ass as a constant reminder. That’s what happens when you try and make other people happy, you neglect to remember how that will affect your happiness. Its selfish to think that but thoughts are different then actions and at the time I was being selfless.
Smart girls are the overthinkers, the insecure ones, the different ones. They know what the real world is like. They analyze every little thing in life. Why? To avoid getting hurt. To find happiness. They stay up at night trying to think about every possible situation to get through all the problems. They think too much. They trust fewer people. Their insecurity proves their respect toward themselves. Of course they try to live away from a drama-filled life. Smart girls know their worth. Now those are the ones worth keeping by your side.
I swear no one knows how to keep their fucking mouths shut in this world. You can’t tell anyone anything nowadays. If you don’t want people to know something you just have to keep it to yourself.
Maybe there’s something you’re afraid to say, or someone you’re afraid to love, or somewhere you’re afraid to go. It’s gonna hurt. It’s gonna hurt because it matters.